Minggu, 28 September 2014

Victims Of Forbidden Love

Friends, how does it feel if your friends, who become the object of lamented over their fate of yours turns out to be having an affair with the man who really loved you? Or if your friends make a desperate ' forbidden love ' with our spouse? This is what I've experienced so far. I feel like they dumped it. Without a Word. Without a message if I am and she has lost. Want to say cruel, wrong, would arguably bear, is also wrong. Not both.
I was negligent in maintaining that love.
Even you never met me when in one occasion. All because you turned away from me and choose another. It feels very sick is incredible. I want to vent it all with my own, but my undo. I must win to face such a situation. Primary capital just wait and continue to be patient.
This incident a few years ago. As we knit a very tender-hearted love. No bondage at all. But, everything is dispersed not left as others present in our stories. The love triangle is formed. Secretly he was lying to me. He chose the one who obviously does not know me. In fact, I was her best friend. I find it hard to receive love like this.
Selfishness he appeared, as he told me that he and my best friend just friends. But, the reality? He secretly stabbed from behind. She hesitate without holding hands with my best mate and led before me. My best friend just a sneaky smile seen me crying and suffering. My best friend as if dancing above the suffering I. However, once again the primary capital in the face of all this. Patient and tawwakul. Someday there will surely return.
One time, eight months after enjoying a forbidden love that. They will be married. Approval from both their parents are already complete. The invitation has been made. And I received an invitation, with my sorrow that is stuck in my heart. But, I wish in my heart the deepest to the wedding that didn't happen. My Undo again because I know myself. I terminated unilaterally by him due to his hell. I was stroking his chest and pray that they get proper replies.
I know, it is not the time to expect that love back to me again. Although either when it happens. Then, what about the unilateral termination of the pledge that you love? Did you forget. You who choose to turn to that other than I know I was before without love. And now, you're even happy with it and even you invite me in thy marriage later on. No surprise what happy thy at the party later? You embarrass me with how to cuddle your new spouse with lovey-dovey. Like the Wolf sheep. You take that into account with mature.
They need to know, I continue to save during these upheavals of anger when you declare it forbidden love. However, it does not have to vent his to lead. I get by with such a condition. Although later the marriage was going to happen.
However, my hunch was right, a wedding that didn't happen. When an old lover my best friend cancels the marriage her with my love, I do not think that outlawed marriages which was originally to be ended with the wisdom of grief. My best friend was killed by his old lover who turns out to have a mental disorder to death. While my lover just cannot do anything, he is still traumatized by the murder of which he witnessed it. Either because he previously never experienced excessive trauma to the murder. Don't get mad, he just needs to undergo special treatment in a mental hospital.
When I saw him helpless in a maintenance room, I cried. I never thought he was so afflicted because of the love that he thought ' Holy ' it ends tragically. When he dumped me very bad. But, here's the consequences. Accept the failure of the very sick and very sick due to the impact of illicit love. Once again, I wept for my beloved is afflicted, there is nothing that can heal his trauma because of that love. This is called a forbidden love that irony.

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